i know you. i knew you as charles. the name i used is fic
tious. i did this to protect mine, and yours, privacy. i found this site by accident. i am posting this to say to you that you are not alone, there are lots and lots of us that suffered and rememder those times there.you are not alone. emotional and physical and mental damage and baggae galore we all have and will carry with for the rest of our days.i do now have a very good life .includung greatgrandkids!, i wish you and all who were there the real peace and kind mercy of our Lord. please dont look me up, i "found" you by pure cosmic chance and do let these sleeping dogs lay were they are at. Good luck and God bless, i know that we will see each other and all the others again. i cannot know when or where, only through the workings of God that it is so it will happen. God bless you and your family and all those of us who were there and know how it really was.