Well after a couple of computers and varios websites I have stumbled across some emails I had sent a few years ago.
First I am no longer a mortgage broker. I couldn't stand the corrupt practices they demonstrated and haven't worked as one in two years.
Now I am a realtor with ethics. Still in jacksonville fl
I have another email address and that is Bud_Hescock@yahoo.com
so I'm less stresed and more relaxed and am enjoying life