Unfortunately you write that you were/are a beta tester for a version beyond FTM 2012. Having worked in the computer software industry for nearly 30 years before 'retiring' I am aware that every company with a beta testing program has non-disclosure agreements. Testers do not discuss even being involved in such testing.
Might I suggest that you check whatever information you received for such a program. I would be very surprised if there were not some point of contact included in that information. It would be those individuals (running a beta test program) who would be better prepared to assist you with your problem than anyone on this list.